I think going back to work was harder for me than Elijah. I was heartbroken when I had to drop Elijah off at daycare this morning. I teared up quite a bit but was able to keep my composure so I didn't full start sobbing Until I got back to the car. He is just so small and sweet and SO YOUNG! I felt like a bad mommy to go off and leave him all day in the care of somebody else beside me. We had so many wonderful days together and he was already growing and changing every day. I just had this sinking feeling that I was going to miss everything new that happened and that he was going to forget his mommy.
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